“The Day Everything Changed Between Me and Jennie”
(Heber Meditation Retreat Post — Level 1 Taste)
There was a moment, years ago, when everything between me and Jennie fell apart.
We had been together about a year.
The spark was insane at first — electric, alive, the kind of connection that makes you think the universe finally got one right.
And then… it just died.
No fight.
No betrayal.
No crime scene.
Just a slow collapse of intimacy that neither of us could explain.
We loved each other.
We were aligned.
We were two good people doing our best.
But the aliveness — the thing that made us us — vanished.
If you’ve ever been in that space, you know the quiet terror of it.
The panic.
The “What’s wrong with me?”
The “Did I pick the wrong person?”
The “Why can’t I feel what I used to feel?”
And here’s the truth no one tells you:
Most relationships don’t die because of conflict.
They die because the nervous system flatlines.
Because the connection stops being embodied.
That was us.
Until one weekend changed everything.
I didn’t know it then, but walking into that small workshop with Jennie was the moment we crossed a threshold.
For the first time in my life, I learned to actually embody masculine and feminine energy — not as ideas, not as roles, not as a “communication style”…
but as living forces you can feel in your body.
And when we practiced polarity — real polarity —
something opened.
Not in our minds.
Not in our stories.
But in our bodies.
The spark came back.
The intimacy returned.
The attraction roared awake.
And we had a new way of being together — one that continues to this day.
That weekend changed the entire trajectory of my life, my marriage, and eventually my work.
And it’s why I created the Heber Meditation Retreat.
Not because people need more concepts.
Not because the world needs another workshop.
But because most people have never had a place to actually taste this work — to feel these energies in their body in a simple, safe, entry-level, Level-1 way.
This one-day retreat is that taste.
A doorway.
A beginning.
A chance to experience embodied polarity and presence without spending thousands of dollars or diving into a weekend-long intensive.
It’s a clean, grounded, beginner-friendly introduction — and this first one is $50 (normally $97).
I’ll be running this retreat once a month all through 2026.
If you’ve wanted to explore this work but didn’t know where to start — this is the place.
Saturday, December 13th — Heber City
10AM–4PM
Small group
Lunch included
Level 1: A full-day taste of embodied polarity & presence
Register here:
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The doorway is open.
Walk through.