Heber Meditation Retreat

Tuesday - 🔥 POLARITY — The First Pillar

This is where everything began for me—the moment my marriage, my body, and my entire spiritual path snapped into clarity.

We were desperate. Our spark had died. We had tried everything.
So Friday morning, on the first day of a David Deida workshop (this was 15 years ago), I raised my hand first and laid it all out:

"Our marriage feels flat. The passion is gone. We don't know what to do."

David looked at me, nodded once, and said:

"Ah. No problem. We'll fix that by the end of the weekend."

Then he moved on to the next person.

I was pissed. Did he even hear me? Six thousand dollars, flights, rental car, hotel—and this guy shrugs like it's a tire rotation?

But by Sunday night…

Everything was fixed. And the answer wasn’t psychological. It wasn’t a communication technique. It wasn’t “trying harder.”

It was in the body.

Yeah, I had read David’s books.
My friend Suzanne Wagner had told me for months:
“You need polarity.”
So I read thirty books. Thirty.
Nothing changed.

Finally she said, “Stop reading. Just go see David.”

So we did. And within 72 hours of working with him, I learned something the books could not teach me:

Polarity is not an idea.
It is an embodied physics.

Masculine isn’t a role—it's a way your breath, spine, and awareness express themselves.

Feminine isn’t a personality—it's a way energy, emotion, and radiance move through the body.

When Jennie embodied her feminine, and I embodied the masculine witness… something opened.

The spark returned.
The connection came roaring back.
And we finally understood how this worked—not conceptually, but physically.

That weekend was the ignition point.

But here’s the truth: we had to keep practicing.

Polarity isn’t a one-time fix—it’s a living current. You step into it, you feel it, you practice it, and it becomes yours.

That’s why I’m hosting the Heber Meditation Retreat on Saturday, December 13th.

This is a Level 1, entry-level day of practice—the same doorway Jennie and I walked through years ago.

If you’re brand new, perfect.
If you already know polarity, perfect—come sharpen your skill.

Here’s what we practice:
• How to feel masculine presence in your actual body (not just think about it)
• How to recognize feminine radiance when it shows up—and how to meet it
• How to practice polarity as a living, embodied physics

Saturday, December 13 — Heber City, Utah

A full day of embodied polarity and presence.

Register here at our website, Heber Meditation Retreat.

The spark is not gone.
It’s waiting for you in your body.
—Jason