Until you learn to enjoy the experience of turbulence, you will never achieve the authentic depth you are fully capable of.
If you are serious about growth, healing, progress… you have to lean into your edge, and become comfortable with being uncomfortable. Whoever told you growth was love and light and peace and joy, lied to you. Any teaching that is not disruptive to your sense of self, that doesn’t make you highly uncomfortable at times, is not doing you a lick of good.
Nothing against enjoying life.
But if you want grow, be ready to undo yourself, and enjoy it.